reoccuring dream: i'm in a neighborhood which seems familiar, but i'm searching for a house or a street where i belong, and i keep thinking to myself: if i walk just another couple of blocks down i'll find my own residence, but then i realize, i'm not exactly sure where i am at all. this dream keeps happening and i always end up with this feeling of being perpetually lost. always out of sorts with where i truly belong. last night it seemed even more acute. could be the pain medication i'm taking for this lingering headache. could be a result of the new quarter starting up at the college and the new students i'm teaching. i just keep wandering though, looking for the address that will resonate as my home. my place in the world.
