new moon in pisces. pisces rules issues regarding the imagination, mystic awareness, and compassion. still feeling the planet mars in my taurus as i wish forward. i put on carolyn myss' chakra meditation music last night and focused on clearing and healing . .the cd contains some amazing exercises . .very soothing indeed. dreamt of walking in warm water, then woke up to morning drizzle, watched the snow melt and the little blue finch get drenched while they sat on bare tree branches. . .
i was thinking about things that give me a sense of home and security . .triggers i guess . . here's my list in no particular order: old valentines and letters from tom, the maura o'connell song, "helpless heart," my v-neck black cashmere sweater, a photograph of my mother from 1946, "charlie chan" films, a notebook purchased in paris about three years ago with a postcard of jean cocteau's artwork pasted on the cover, my three wise men christmas decorations from 1970, hot cocoa and lots of marshmallows, a "neutra mimo" mask my ex-lover john brought me back from italy, the taste of maple syrup, my childhood hardcover edition of hans christian anderson stories, a painting my friend mary did of a flying bird holding a crescent moon in its beak, a picture of me in my favorite blue jean jacket walking along lake michigan in chicago in the late nineties, an old porcelain string holder in the shape of a chef's smiling head, the clannad song, "i will find you," the fairy paintings of
john anster fitzgerald, old seashells collected from sanibel island, a small tin portrait of st. gerard i got in mexico, reading any short story by truman capote, the smell of juicy fruit gum, the song "dreamer" by toni childs . . .
